Some people suddenly become untouchable even though before all you were dreaming of was to touch them.
You feel nothing, absolutely nothing and it's kinda scary. Icy calm lake instead of stormy sea resides in my heart.
I knew it'd eventually be like that but... It was a way too sudden. Like a clear cut. An amputation.
What the hell happened? I might guess, yeah.
Though it doesn't matter anymore. It's better to be like this. I almost feel happiness of relieving.