Get out of my head, get out of my heart,
I knew it'd turn out bad, I knew it from the start.
I won't say I'm okay because it's just a lie,
I want it go away with emptiness inside.
Right now I am a mess more than I used to be,
Is it some fuck'd up test that Heaven sent to me?
What answer would I gain? And if I ever would
Why should it come with pain that I am going through?
I wish I couldn't complain, I wish that I was strong,
There is no one to blame when everyone is wrong.
I wish that I could say and that I wouldn't cry:
"Don't worry, I'm okay and now it's not a lie"